Hello everyone! Well time has gotten away from me and I am just realizing how long it has been since I made a post. The past several days have been pretty packed for us. Within the last few days my daughter has had dance team tryouts, the results from tryouts and an evening of dance pictures. She is very excited about the outcome of tryouts and is looking forward to another great year.
I’ve missed a few days at the gym because of our schedule but I have done my own thing at home. This time of year gets a little crazy doesn’t it? Next week we have field day, awards and class party’s at school. Wrapping up the school year. Hoping that we are going to have nice weather the last couple days of school. Right now we have a tropical storm heading in our direction. I didn’t even know until today. I will be monitoring the news the next several hours.
My last workout with T is Wed. morning. I can’t believe it! I am finishing up my third year with her. I’m not really sure how I feel about it right now. I guess I don’t feel quite as anxious as I have in the past. I think I feel more confident with my workout commitment, I don’t feel like I need to depend on her as much in that area. My routine with Bailey & Leah at Fitness 19 is pretty consistent. I guess its my mental dependence that may be the problem. My attachment to her constant support/encouragement is what I don’t like giving up. It’s a childish “pay attention to me” thing too. She knows the crazy weight related thoughts that run through my head. She can also read my mood by lack of sarcasm that she gets from me when we text. My fabulous array of true colors. That is where I am, not really prepared to think too deep. We have different schedules and I won’t see her much, that’s all I got right now.
The scale is behind me and I am still ok with it. I think about the number now and then. Mostly I just want to be happy with what I see in the mirror. The baggy clothes haven’t all been put up but I am trying – cut a girl some slack (those of you who see me daily)!!!