Good evening! Guess who is back in my house? The scale!! I sent T a message the other day and asked if I could have a visitation, she was reluctant but she agreed. I promised her that I would be honest and let her know if I was starting to go crazy again. I stepped on it today and was happy with the number that I saw. I don’t plan to weigh myself everyday, I’d like to stick to once every two weeks. I went three weeks this last time between weigh-ins and I actually felt pretty good. I have to have a check in. I will admit that it was a great feeling not having such an intense focus on the number. I have promised that I am not going to let the scale/number drive me. I was really feeling it though on Monday, I considered stepping on the scale at the gym. Bailey actually threatened to take me out if I weighed and then tell on me. So I didn’t do it.
Tomorrow is my last workout with T for the summer. We talked about it briefly today but I have to admit that it hasn’t hit me. I have plans at Fitness19 with my gym pals over the summer so I got that covered. Plus my neighbor and I have plans to do P90x2. I’ve told you all before, it’s the comfort and habit of having T’s attention. Guess it’s time I grow up and learn to handle this whole weight loss thing on my own.