start over

Hello everyone!  I have actually pulled up my blog and I am typing!!!  I’ve been awful, I’ve totally neglected my blog.  I am doing an up date to my Weight Loss Story section and will be publishing that very soon.  I am also going to share a current picture of myself.  I meant to have Bailey take one today and I forgot.  I have a lot to share and it’s time for me to do so.  Not gonna lie, it’s been tough!!    Though I haven’t blogged much over the last year, the few posts I’ve made give you an idea that I’ve struggled.  I feel like I am starting over.  My weight isn’t what it was when I started this whole process but I know I am up.  Still don’t know the number but I can see that I am up and I feel it.  I will go into more detail in my Weight Loss Story section but I will give you a quick rundown.

I remember over a year ago when I asked Tony for help, he told me that if I followed his rules I would get this.  I’ve had so many ups and downs that he’s had to tweak the rules over and over.  I do feel better about clothing size and I don’t focus on the weight number as much.  I admit that is a recent acceptance – my husband told me a few weeks ago that he preferred NOT seeing my ribs.  So I am back at it, pushing harder.  Not to reach unattainable goals but to reach healthy and fit.  I’ve lightened up too much and lost focus.  So I have asked Tony to start weighing me again BUT for my own accountability.  He will know if I am back and forth, I seriously can’t fool him.  I hate that I am starting again!  I can’t give up though, I won’t!!  The picture that I am going to post of myself will be motivation as well, to keep me going.  If you’re struggling, let’s go!  Game face on and get it!!

 

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