Back from spring break and getting into a regular grove. The weight loss challenge at the gym ends on the 20th. The final weigh in!! I don’t expect to win but hopefully I will FEEL like I have gained more control. I have to say that the last week and a half has been difficult. Difficult in my head really. Too much over thinking, kinda beating myself up for being where I am health wise. I am hanging on but I just get so mad!! Just this diet chaos hell that I turn it all into. Wanting instant results never goes away.
I am going to share a picture that I found. It’s pretty bad. One of my highest weights. Have a little looksie!!!
Now maybe you understand? This is what I fear, the direction I may be headed. Hoping this little reminder will help me turn my shit around and get serious. Stop over thinking and just do what is right! Do what I have been told will work. Have a good one! #riseabove