The Beachbody program is insane. I have done it two days in a row and it is my punishment for being such a slackass. I was so freaking hot & sweaty. My face was bright red. Wanna see?
You can’t even tell from this picture just how sweaty I was!!
I don’t feel like making apologies for not blogging and I can’t make any more excuses for putting my health on the back burner. I haven’t felt like blogging so I haven’t done it. I haven’t felt like working on my health so I haven’t!! I have had a straight shitty attitude about many things. I’ve become so lazy it’s painful to watch. I’m a mess, my house is a mess, even the dog is mess!! I do the minimum to get by. I take care of my husband and daughter and then I flounder about. I’ve been on medication for a month or so but it is not helping. So I’m done with that. I wasn’t on medication when I lost weight before so I know I can do it. So Shaun T and I are going to become friends again in addition to me going to Fitness19 with Bailey. I’ve been busy today AND the dog is going to the groomer on Saturday. I know I can do this.
I have so much support!! My husband has been so patient & always encourages me. I am beyond blessed to have him. I owe many thanks to Bailey & Tony for listening to me bitch but never giving up on me. I got this! #riseabove