Insanity is punishment

  • Posted on May 26, 2016 at 12:33 pm

The Beachbody program is insane.  I have done it two days in a row and it is my punishment for being such a slackass.  I was so freaking hot & sweaty.  My face was bright red.  Wanna see?

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You can’t even tell from this picture just how sweaty I was!!

I don’t feel like making apologies for not blogging and I can’t make any more excuses for putting my health on the back burner.  I haven’t felt like blogging so I haven’t done it.  I haven’t felt like working on my health so I haven’t!!  I have had a straight shitty attitude about many things.  I’ve become so lazy it’s painful to watch.  I’m a mess, my house is a mess,  even the dog is mess!!  I do the minimum to get by.  I take care of my husband and daughter and then I flounder about.  I’ve been on medication for a month or so but it is not helping. So I’m done with that.  I wasn’t on medication when I lost weight before so I know I can do it.  So Shaun T and I are going to become friends again in addition to me going to Fitness19 with Bailey.  I’ve been busy today AND the dog is going to the groomer on Saturday.  I know I can do this.

I have so much support!!  My husband has been so patient & always encourages me.  I am beyond blessed to have him.  I owe many thanks to Bailey & Tony for listening to me bitch but never giving up on me.  I got this! #riseabove

2 Comments on Insanity is punishment

  1. Sande says:

    Honey, you have every reason to shut down. Grief is a weird thing. It will attack you when you least expect it. Things will improve this summer and you will be on top of your game again. I am rooting for you.

  2. michelle bey says:

    Thank you! Nothing could have prepared me for this!! Thank you for everything!!!!

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